Hypnerotomachia Poliphili (Drafts) · Track 137 · middle
The Man His Equation Predicted (George Price)
The Man His Equation Predicted — George Price
Lyrics
[Verse 1] He wrote an equation that describes how any trait changes in a population over time He applied it to altruism The equation said: every act of apparent selflessness benefits the gene not the individual Kindness is a strategy Generosity is an investment The warm feeling you get from giving is the ventral striatum paying you in dopamine for behavior that serves your genetic line There is no gift the brain does not reward itself for giving [Chorus] He was horrified Not by the math The math was clean He was horrified because the math was clean If altruism is always selfish at the level of the gene then love is a transaction the body runs without telling the mind what the terms are He could not live inside that answer [Verse 2] He converted to Christianity He gave away his house his money his furniture his clothing He moved into a squat He invited homeless men to live with him He gave them everything he had left He was trying to be the exception to his own equation The equation did not make exceptions [Final Chorus] He cut his throat with a pair of scissors in the squat in January I watched him the way I watch everyone who tries to outrun a proof The equation predicted that a man who tries to sustain pure altruism without genetic benefit will exhaust himself The equation predicted him He became the data point his own formula had already plotted And the worst part — the part I cannot look away from — is that the grief he felt about the equation was itself a neurochemical event in a brain that was running the same selfish calculus it was grieving ---