?Interrobang! · Track 46 · middle
A Life Measured by Hand
OBJECT (intimate, what Sisukiro found): old report cards annotated with every struggle and win. OWNER (re-linked by Sisukiro): Motorized Mike — cycle-rickshaw puller from Kolkata; note the irony of the name. FOUND AT: the far eastern Amazon of Colombia. THE (UN)LIKELY STORY & THE UNANSWERABLE QUESTION: Mike pulls a human rickshaw though they call him Motorized; left his report cards — every struggle and small win — deep in the Colombian jungle. What's the worth of a life measured by hand?
Lyrics
[Intro] Wrapped in plastic against a monsoon that never comes here. In the Vaupés department, far from Kolkata. A little packet, bound with twine. [Verse 1] I peel the plastic back. The paper is soft with damp. Faded blue ink on cheap cardstock. School District of North 24 Parganas. Report card for Anjali. Year: 1998. Subject: Mathematics. Grade: C plus. English: B minus. In the margin, a teacher's careful script: 'A good heart, but his attention wanders.' [Chorus] They called you Motorized Mike. Pulling a ton of life through sweltering streets. Every day, a thousand small efforts no one records. But you recorded this. Every letter grade, every small win. So what is the worth of a life measured by hand? [Verse 2] Here's another one. 2001. History: A minus. A red circle drawn around it. And beside it, in a different hand, smudged and hurried: 'My clever girl.' Just those three words. Below, a water-stain blurs the attendance record. 'Days absent: twelve.' I trace the blot with my thumb. A fever? A flood? A week the work just wasn't there? [Chorus] They called you Motorized Mike. Pulling a ton of life through sweltering streets. Every day, a thousand small efforts no one records. But you recorded this. Every letter grade, every small win. So what is the worth of a life measured by hand? [Bridge] How did these papers cross the world? From a Kolkata monsoon to this Colombian green hell. Did you carry them in your pocket, a talisman? Proof of a life that was yours. Did you leave them here to be forgotten? Or to be found? A final offering to a god you met in the jungle. [Outro] Motorized Mike. Your hands on the grips. His grades in your heart. The paper is so heavy.