Odes to Joy

?Interrobang! · Track 53 · middle

The One Who Saves Everything

OBJECT (intimate, what Sisukiro found): a scrapbook of a lost loved one, a closed chapter. OWNER (re-linked by Sisukiro): Destructive Derek — art restorer from the Louvre; note the irony of the name. FOUND AT: Hirlatzhöhle, the long Austrian cave. THE (UN)LIKELY STORY & THE UNANSWERABLE QUESTION: Derek preserves priceless art though they call him Destructive; left his own scrapbook of a lost chapter in a vast cave. Can the one who saves everything keep his own past?

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Hirlatzhöhle.
One hundred and one kilometers of stone memory.
I found your book here.
Leather-bound and cold.

They call you Destructive Derek.
Second floor of the Denon wing, at the Louvre.
You spend your life under a binocular microscope,
saving the masters.
A solvent gel, a scalpel's edge,
coaxing the color back from the brink of time.
But this book...
this one you couldn't restore.
Photographs glued to the page.
A dried flower, crushed thin as a whisper.
Her face, over and over. A closed chapter.

And the question echoes with the water...
Can the one who saves everything...
keep his own past?
Can the hand that steadies a masterpiece
hold on to a ghost?

The air in your atelier is perfect.
Climate-controlled. No dust.
Here, it's eight-point-two degrees Celsius.
Ninety-eight percent humidity.
The pages of your scrapbook are stiff with damp.
The ink has started to run.
Did you bring it here to preserve it in the cold?
Or to let the long, slow drip erase it?
One drop, every forty-seven seconds.
The only clock in the dark.

On the wall near the entrance,
someone left a name in carbide soot.
H. Mayr, 17.9.
The year was 1949.
No one knows who he was.
Just another story the stone swallowed.
Is that what this is, Derek?
Another name you're giving to the dark?
Proof of a life you have to put down,
so you can go on saving others.

And the question echoes with the water...
Can the one who saves everything...
keep his own past?
Can the hand that steadies a masterpiece
hold on to a ghost?
Can the one who saves everyone else's story...
ever truly save his own?

One drop.
Forty-seven seconds of silence.
An eleven-second echo.
And your book, waiting.
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