Odes to Joy

?Interrobang! · Track 95 · middle

Who's Really Doing the Waiting

OBJECT (intimate, what Sisukiro found): prison letters to and from an incarcerated love. OWNER (re-linked by Sisukiro): Patient Pete — sneaker-drop line-stander from the streets of NYC; note the irony of the name. FOUND AT: the ice-locked coast of Alexander Island. THE (UN)LIKELY STORY & THE UNANSWERABLE QUESTION: Pete camps days in line for sneakers though he's Patient; left his prison-letters from a locked-up love on an Antarctic coast. Who's really doing the waiting — the one inside, or the one out here?

Lyrics

[Intro]
Alexander Island.
Found them fused together.
A brittle brick of paper and salt, locked in the polar night.

[Verse 1]
They call you Patient Pete.
You, who stands for days on a New York City block for a pair of shoes.
Your name, a quiet joke I guess.
The barcodes on these envelopes look just like the ones on the boxes you wait for.
Censored sections, blacked out like a redacted memory.
The official stamp from some facility I can't quite make out.
Her handwriting, then yours. A back and forth across a wall.

[Verse 2]
Thirty-six hours on concrete for a Supreme drop.
That's a different kind of time.
A hyperfocus you can choose.
A finish line you can see.
But this waiting... this is suspended animation.
A life measured in letters that might not even arrive.
This one, stamped 'Returned to Sender,' frozen to the rest.
Did you even know?

[Chorus]
So who's really doing the time?
The one counting days on a calendar scratched in a cell?
Or the one counting moments on a frozen coast, a city block?
The hours stretch and shrink until they mean nothing.
You're both locked out.
You're both locked in.
Who's really doing the waiting?

[Bridge]
The wind here tastes of metal. Minus forty.
It carries the ghost of penguin guano and the groan of the Ross shelf.
Not far from here, a single barrel stave from a whaling ship, half-buried since the 1800s.
Another piece of a story that lost its ending.
Your letters smell of paper pulp and diesel from a supply ship.
The smell of a long, cold journey with no arrival.

[Outro]
One inside.
One out here.
A single pane of glass between you.
Or the whole frozen world.
Who's waiting now?
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