Love Hate Relationship, Vol I: Philias · Track 13 · middle
Porcelain Lover
Dollophilia (dolls) — uncanny or tender, 'she never says no, cracked porcelain heart'.
Lyrics
[Intro] The crate arrived on the evening train. A scent of linen, glue, and winter rain. [Verse 1] I cut the twine and lifted you to the light, In the Dresden studio, that December night. Each jointed limb, a perfect, silent line, A painted blush that will be always mine. You ask for nothing, you will never leave, You're everything my lonely soul could weave. [Chorus] Oh, my porcelain lover, fixed and true, There's not a single flaw I see in you. A smile that's lacquered on with patient grace, No changing moods I ever have to face. You wear the silk I choose, you hold the pose, The perfect secret that nobody knows. [Verse 2] We take our seat, a box seat at the play, They watch us watch, and whisper what they may. I smooth the fabric of your borrowed gown, The quietest companion in this town. Your glass-bright eyes reflect the candelabra, A silent partner in my macabra. [Chorus] Oh, my porcelain lover, fixed and true, There's not a single flaw I see in you. A smile that's lacquered on with patient grace, No changing moods I ever have to face. You wear the silk I choose, you hold the pose, The perfect secret that nobody knows. [Bridge] Sometimes I stare into that endless blue, And wait for you to want me, like I want you. I feel a hairline crack begin to start, Somewhere inside your hollow, fragile heart. Is this devotion, or a sweet disease? Your stillness is the only thing that gives me ease. [Chorus] Oh, my porcelain lover, fixed and true, There's not a broken part I see in you. A smile that's lacquered on with patient grace, My own reflection in your perfect face. You wear the silk I choose, you hold the pose, The perfect secret that nobody knows. [Outro] I trace the curve along your silent jaw. Defying nature, and defying law. You are my art... My love... Are you listening?