Love Hate Relationship, Vol II: Philiaphobia · Track 1 · opener
Two of Me
MIRROR — Mirrors: Catoptrophilia (self-worship/exhibition, 'twice the fall') vs Eisoptrophobia (the other me staring back). Call-and-response.
Lyrics
[Intro] Double vision. [Verse 1] I catch a profile in the hallway light A silvered bevel from 1928 I check the collar, looking dynamite And watch you study every move I make. It’s quite a thrill to be the center stage To have an audience of such appeal We share a secret in a gilded cage Wondering exactly what is real. [Chorus] Oh, there’s two of me Twice the fall and half the gravity I’m so wrapped up in the company Of the stranger on the other side. I crave the way we harmonize But when I blink, and you don't close your eyes Who is the reflection this time? [Verse 2] I smooth a wrinkle by the collarbone And blow a kiss into the looking glass But suddenly I'm feeling so exposed Waiting for the midnight hour to pass. The admiration takes a sudden dive When did your smile become a heavy grin? I'm standing frozen, barely half alive Watching a brand new attitude begin. [Pre-Chorus] (I step up) You hold your ground. (I reach out) You touch the cold. I think I'm losing control. [Chorus] Oh, there’s two of me Twice the fall and half the gravity I’m so wrapped up in the company Of the stranger on the other side. I crave the way we harmonize But when I blink, and you don't close your eyes Who is the reflection this time? [Bridge] I could stare all night, I'm captivated By the way we share the vanity But the longer that our breath is bated The less I think that you belong to me. I’m pinned down by a stare that knows my history, intimately. [Outro] Just us two. I turn to leave. You decide to stay. Twice the fall. Don't look away.