Love Hate Relationship, Vol II: Philiaphobia · Track 4 · middle
Under the Greasepaint
MIRROR — Clowns: Coulrophilia ('red nose, red room') vs Coulrophobia ('red smile in the dark'). The makeup, the hidden face.
Lyrics
[Intro] Step right up. [Verse 1] You draw the corners way up high A crimson crescent near the eye It takes a heavy hand to hide the sweat. I watch you setting up the joke A velvet collar, little smoke I'm waiting for the punchline, holding breath. There's something in the drawn-on, tragic tear That leaves me caught between desire and fear. [Chorus] Under the greasepaint, what’s the game? A painted laugh, a whispered phrase I crave the act, I dread the trick The crimson mouth so cherry-thick. Are we playing in the center ring tonight? Or are you waiting in the dark to cause a fright? The thrill is in the heavy white. [Verse 2] You left a smudge of setting dust Along the velvet, just a touch It's 3:14 AM, the tent is dark. A rubber flower on the chest I never know which face is best You cast a massive shadow in the yard. I reach to wipe the powder from your cheek And suddenly my knees are going weak. [Chorus] Under the greasepaint, what’s the game? A painted laugh, a whispered phrase I crave the act, I dread the trick The crimson mouth so cherry-thick. Are we playing in the center ring tonight? Or are you waiting in the dark to cause a fright? The thrill is in the heavy white. [Bridge] You honk the horn, I feel a chill It’s such a complicated pull. Because a face that never frowns Could burn an entire city down. The balloon is twisted into something strange I want the danger... of the sudden costume change. [Chorus] Under the greasepaint, what’s the game? A painted laugh, a whispered phrase I crave the act, I dread the trick The crimson mouth so cherry-thick. Are we playing in the center ring tonight? Or are you waiting in the dark to cause a fright? The thrill is in the heavy white. [Outro] Wipe it off. Or leave it on. The red smile in the shadows. Big shoes to fill. Just don't make me laugh.