Love Hate Relationship, Vol III: Edge Play · Track 15 · closer
The Same Heart
THESIS/CLOSER — craving and terror in one chest at once (ambivalence, opponent-process, edge play itself): 'scared and wanting, the human tension in a single heart'.
Lyrics
[Intro] Listen to the rhythm in the room. Fast or slow, it only knows one tune. [Verse 1] You catch a shadow moving in the hall Your palms get heavy and the logic slips The adrenaline is rising to the call You’re hanging on the promise of a kiss Is it the monster that you’re running from Or just a stranger with a steady hand? The pupil widens in the sudden room You’re either terrified or striking up the band [Chorus] It’s the same heart Beating a hole right through your favorite shirt The same heart That cannot tell the healing from the burn Whether you’re leaning in to take the fall Or backing slowly to the bedroom door Craving the heaven or fearing the dark It’s the same heart. [Verse 2] A sudden whisper right behind your ear Are you shaking from the magic or the cold? At 1:42, the focus starts to blur Between the danger and the things you hold We’re wired up to treat the thrill and threat Like they’re the only decent hand we draw You want the velvet but you need the sweat To even recognize the things you know [Chorus] Cause it's the same heart Beating a hole right through your favorite shirt The same heart That cannot tell the healing from the burn Whether you’re leaning in to take the fall Or backing slowly to the bedroom door Craving the heaven or fearing the dark It’s the same heart. [Bridge] It only knows the voltage, it never reads the sign It takes the panic and the vintage wine And pumps it all across the boundary line You need a little heaven to appreciate the hell... Actually, maybe the heaven and the hell are the exact same place. [Chorus] Yeah, it's the same heart Beating a hole right through your favorite shirt The same heart That doesn't know the healing from the burn Whether you’re leaning in to take the fall Or backing slowly to the open door Craving the heaven or chasing the dark It’s the same heart. [Outro] Let it race. Let it rest. Everything you want and everything you dread Sleeping in the exact same chest.