Odes to Lucid Dreaming · Track 1 · opener
The Hallway That Grew Wings
The hallway kept stretching no matter how fast I walked. I pinched my nose and breathed through it anyway. The walls sighed and folded into wings I could steer with my thoughts.
Lyrics
The floor is polished like a question. The light fixture at the end is a promise that recedes. One step forward is one step back into the silver. The wallpaper is a map of this corridor. Every floral print is a door I have already passed. My shadow stretches, gets ahead of me, turns a corner that isn't there. I run. The air gets thick, like breathing through wet pages. The silence here has a sound. It's the sound of the exit being built one room farther away. I'm walking on a mirror of myself walking on a mirror. And the hallway kept stretching, a sentence with no period. So I stopped. I held my breath. Pinched my nose until the knuckles were white. And I breathed through it. Air, cool and impossible, filled my lungs. The walls around me sighed. I know this state. This hum behind the world. I hold up my hands to check. To be sure. The reflection on the silver floor shows a hand with seven fingers. My own hand has six. I blink. Five. Two of them are made of smoke. I press my palm against the wall and the wall presses back with my own palm. A figure walks from the vanishing point. It has my face. It waves. You wave back. And the hallway keeps stretching, a sentence rewriting its own beginning. So I stopped. Pinched my nose, a totem of bone and skin. And I breathed through it. The impossible oxygen. The walls around me sighed, and remembered something else they could be. The sigh becomes a crack. Plaster dust rains down like fine salt. The wallpaper peels back, not paper, but membrane. Silver, veined with circuits of light. The right wall folds. The left wall folds. A joint I never had screams behind my shoulder blades. They are not walls anymore. They are instruments. They are wings grown from the architecture of the trap. I think of a name, "Wednesday," and the left wing dips. I think of escape, and they beat once. A silent thunder that shakes the mirrors. There is no more floor. There is no more running. I am the hallway. The hallway is the flight. The corridor ahead is a library of every choice. I steer toward the one marked with my own name. The one I haven't opened yet.