Odes to Lucid Dreaming · Track 8 · middle
Answered in My Own Voice
The person across from me at the café had no face, just smooth skin. I asked, “Who are you?” and they answered with my own voice. We both started laughing and the laughter turned into birds that flew out the windows.
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[Intro] The café is called The Last Echo. The sugar is silver dust in a glass bowl. Across from me, the porcelain is perfect. A head, a face, with nothing on it. [Verse 1] The skin is smooth as a polished stone. No divot for an eye, no line for a mouth. Just the quiet hum of a shape where a person should be. It doesn't breathe. The air in here is borrowed from a library of silences. My own reflection swims in the still black coffee. I try to see my eyes, but there's just this mannequin, sitting. Waiting. [Chorus] I leaned across the table, the wood was cool and grey. And I asked it, “Who are you?” The air thickened. The silence folded. And it answered me in my own voice, clear as a silver bell. It answered me, with my own question. “Who are you?” [Verse 2] I needed the check. The test. I looked at my hands, they seemed right. Five and five. Then I looked at the menu on the table. It had only one word, printed in recursive, infinite text. It was my own name. I tried to read it and the menu read me back. The letters shifted, became a map of this room. This room with one table. [Chorus] I leaned across the table, the world was cool and grey. And I asked it again, “Who are you?” The stillness fractured. And it answered me in my own voice, a perfect echo of my doubt. It answered me, with my own question. “Who are you?” [Bridge] And then a tremor. A smile I couldn't see but felt on my own lips. A shared joke without a punchline. A breath. A chuckle. The sound cracked the porcelain quiet. It started in my throat, but came from its smooth face. [Outro] And we both started laughing. And the laughter broke from our mouths as birds. Not flesh, but folded paper, silver-creased sparrows. They beat against the windows. The glass didn't shatter, it peeled away into sky. And my voice, from the outside, called my name.