Sanctum Sanctorum · Track 78 · middle
The Attic Bedroom
The Attic Bedroom
Lyrics
[Intro] Up past the main attic landing. Past the sealed door. Just one more flight. The air gets hot up here. Smells of cooked dust and time. [Verse 1] They call it a bedroom. An afterthought. Slanted roof, one dormer window staring north. No name on the door, no mention in the books. A place for someone convenient to forget. A third cousin, a governess between posts. Someone whose story ended before it was worth writing down. The wallpaper sweats in the July heat. [Chorus] But every room keeps a record. Even this one. The record here is silence. The deep, settled quiet of a life lived under the eaves. The only proof is a single brass button, wedged in the floorboards. And the dust remembering the shape of a small bed. [Verse 2] At 2:17, the sun finds the dormer. For eleven minutes, a galaxy of dust motes. You can taste the old insulation, metallic on the tongue. I step toward the north wall. The floor gives a low, tired groan. The sound of a hundred seasons. The sound of someone pacing, waiting. For a letter? A meal? The end of the day? [Chorus] Every room keeps a record. Even this one. The record here is silence. The deep, settled quiet of a life lived under the eaves. The only proof is a single brass button, wedged in the floorboards. And the dust remembering the shape of a small bed. [Bridge] No tragedy here. No dramatic exit. Not the sick room or the nursery. This was just storage. For a person. Someone who polished the family silver, and never ate with the family. Came up here bone-tired, listened to the rain on the shingles inches away. And one day, a button came off a coat. A small loss. Then, a larger one. [Outro] The dust settles. The sun moves on. The room returns to its work of being empty. Of holding this space. The brass is dull. No maker's mark. Just a small, round, silent fact.