Tarot · Track 50 · middle
Ace of Swords
RWS: a hand out of a cloud gripping an upright sword, its point crowned with a wreath and a palm frond, jagged mountains far below. Keywords: hard clarity, the truth arriving, the cut that finally names it, a breakthrough that hurts on the way in.
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Lyrics
[Intro] [Verse 1] Four-thirteen in the freezing dark The radiator gives a single metallic spark And the white fog rolling off the river parts Like a giant hand out of the weather. I was spinning the argument over the bed Every circular thing that we ever said But the atmosphere drops, and the temperature sheds And the loose ends suddenly tether. [Chorus] Here is the steel sitting straight on the desk Here is the cut that finally names it A perfect vertical, entirely breathless No one to blame, and no way to frame it. The point is crowned with a brittle green wreath A palm frond draped on the edge of the teeth The absolute drop to the jagged mountains beneath— Oh, the clarity hurts on the way in. [Verse 2] I wanted the answer, I begged for the proof I paced out the length of the hardwood roof Now it’s standing right here, so terribly aloof And I cannot put it back in the scabbard. It’s exactly the thing I was terrified of Not malice, not anger, just the end of the glove Just the mathematical limit of love Spelled out on a fluorescent placard. [Chorus] Here is the steel sitting straight on the desk Here is the cut that finally names it A perfect vertical, entirely breathless No one to blame, and no way to frame it. The point is crowned with a brittle green wreath A palm frond draped on the edge of the teeth The absolute drop to the jagged mountains beneath— Oh, the clarity hurts on the way in. [Bridge] Listen to the consonants click in the lock Tick-tick-tick of the kitchen clock My brain was a static of white-noise talk Desperately hunting a pattern. Now there is only this dividing stroke The singular sentence I finally spoke The fever broke. The fever broke, and the facts of it gather. [Outro] Just the hand in the cold Just the grip on the hilt Not a drop of it spilled. Just the jagged rooftops in the violet light I am right. I am right. And I have to leave.