What I Was Afraid Of · Track 2 · middle
Katana
Katana — Japanese samurai sword. Register: ancient. This song is sung BY this weapon, in first person, about the one thing IT was afraid of. Find the fear that is true of this specific object, not a generic one.
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Lyrics
[Intro] [Verse 1] You tap the white powder down my spine. A dusting of chalk, a heavy drop of oil. You hold me like a relic, half-divine, Afraid to let the acid of your skin spoil The finish. I am 900 grams of sleeping curve, Held to the hilt by one bamboo peg. You praise the temper line, the iron's nerve, But you don't know the bodies at my edge. [Chorus] I was born in a starving, desperate fire, Folded in the charcoal and the clay. Now I am just a quiet man's desire, Polished clean of what I used to weigh. This is the terror of the perfect gloss: To be a mirror for a gentle room. To be an altar, to be a loss, And never a wound. [Verse 2] 400 years ago, a hand reached down, And before the fingers closed, we were one limb. No hesitation in the fading town, Just the heavy, breathing arc of the swing. I miss the jarring resistance of the bone, The shocking warmth across my frozen cheek. Now I rest upon a lacquered throne, Listening to how the safe men speak. [Chorus] I was born in a starving, desperate fire, Folded in the charcoal and the clay. Now I am just a quiet man's desire, Polished clean of what I used to weigh. This is the terror of the perfect gloss: To be a mirror for a gentle room. To be an altar, to be a loss, And never a wound. [Bridge] Rub me down. Wipe the metal bare. Admire the grain that the hammer made. You look at the surface and see your own face there. You forgot I was a blade. [Outro] Put me back in the silk brocade. Tie the cord. Turn out the light. I am so sharp, I am so afraid That I will sleep through every single night, Perfect, And untouched.