What I Was Afraid Of · Track 10 · middle
Claymore
Claymore — Scottish two-handed sword. Register: ancient. This song is sung BY this weapon, in first person, about the one thing IT was afraid of. Find the fear that is true of this specific object, not a generic one.
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Lyrics
Look at my shoulders, the sloping cross Four punched iron leaves at the end of the guard Fifty-five inches from the pommel to the dust Forged for a man who could carry the cost I was never a secret, I was never a trick I am a pendulum, heavy and thick Pulling the hands that are trailing behind Dragging the shoulder, breaking the wind You had to feel my tip at the edge of your mind Tracing the radius before the muscle fired But I always dreaded the press of the crowd The narrowing gap where the shields lock tight I need a twelve-foot clearing just to speak out loud To haul my gravity into the fight If they step inside my arc, the logic falls apart I am nothing but a heavy bar across your beating heart I feared the thicket, I feared the doorway I feared the sudden trench carved in the mud Once I am falling, there is no other way I cannot stop the swing or stem the flood I was terrified of the man with the dagger in his grip Who watches my momentum, and waits for me to slip Who calculates the apex of my slow and sweeping arc And steps beneath my elbows in the dark Because I always dreaded the press of the crowd The narrowing gap where the shields lock tight I need a twelve-foot clearing just to speak out loud To haul my gravity into the fight If they step inside my arc, the logic falls apart I am nothing but a heavy bar across your beating heart Now I am mounted in a corridor of glass A shallow little box against the grain The visitors crowd shoulder to shoulder as they pass And the panic rises up inside my iron vein If the case broke right now, I couldn't save a thing There is no room in this hallway to swing Give me the open field Give me the empty air Keep the walls away from me Keep the bodies back I am useless in the crush I am only weight Only weight