What I Was Afraid Of · Track 12 · middle
Colt Single Action Army (Peacemaker)
Colt Single Action Army (Peacemaker) — Iconic Western revolver. Register: gunpowder. This song is sung BY this weapon, in first person, about the one thing IT was afraid of. Find the fear that is true of this specific object, not a generic one.
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Lyrics
Under the soft museum light. I was thirty-seven ounces of cold iron and wood, born in 1873 to do what the talking never could. They carved my grip like a plow handle, swept and curved back, so when your arm snapped up, my barrel just found the track. Before you even chose to fire, I was an extension of your wrist. There was no music in the dirt. Just the powder and the grit. But I am terrified of the silver screen. Of the handsome men keeping my cylinder clean. They twirl me on a finger like a dancer in a dress, and call me the iron that settled the West. You gave me a holy name to cover up the red, but a peacemaker is just a thing that leaves everybody dead. You print the legend, but you forget how I break. I was heavy in the holster, I gave your hip a dull ache. And you never loaded six. You put five in the wheel, left the hammer resting on an empty chamber of steel. Because if I fell on the floorboards I would fire on my own. I wasn't magic. I was just a blind machine far from home. Now there are children running in the suburban grass, holding plastic shapes of me, moving so fast. If they could hear the ringing deafness in a ten-foot room, if they could smell the sulfur in the afternoon gloom, they wouldn't play the hero. They would lock the drawer. But a myth doesn't have to carry the weight anymore. Four clicks to pull the hammer back. C-O-L-T. Spin me again for the camera. Make me shine in the light. Pretend I was a righteous thing. Just don't drop me.