What I Was Afraid Of · Track 15 · middle
Vorpal sword
Vorpal sword — Lewis Carroll / D&D. Register: fiction. This song is sung BY this weapon, in first person, about the one thing IT was afraid of. Find the fear that is true of this specific object, not a generic one.
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Lyrics
[Intro] I don't know what my own name means. Nobody does. [Verse 1] You forged me out of alphabet and breath, a little joke about a monster in the trees. I was never meant to be an instrument of death, I just fit the meter of the breeze. When your fingers close around my hilt, you feel the gap— the missing kinetic drag where the iron should be. I am lighter than the parchment where I'm mapped, a ghost of a weapon waiting for a decree. [Chorus] I am terrified of the quiet at the end of the line. If I don't sever the neck, do I even shine? I have to go snicker and I have to go snack, because if I miss my cue, you'll put me back into the margin, into the white, into the void. A made-up adjective, totally unmoored. [Verse 2] I don't have a temper, I don't have a tang. I exist in a flat five percent margin of luck. When the plastic twenty rolls, I deliver the pang, but the rest of the time I am comfortably stuck in the scabbard of a story you read to the young. I have taken the heads of things that never drew breath. They fall so cleanly, it burns my tongue. I just want to know the actual friction of death. [Chorus] I am terrified of the quiet at the end of the line. If I don't sever the neck, do I even shine? I have to go snicker and I have to go snack, because if I miss my cue, you'll put me back into the margin, into the white, into the void. A made-up adjective, totally unmoored. [Bridge] Make me of carbon, make me of rust. Give me an edge that can chip on a stone. I am so tired of this whimsical dust, claiming a kingdom I haven't outgrown. I want to be heavy. I want to be dropped in the mud. [Outro] But I am just a trick of the mouth. A syllable swung in the dark. Waiting for the covers to close. Waiting to see if I still exist when you stop reading.