What I Was Afraid Of · Track 29 · middle
Scimitar / Shamshir
Scimitar / Shamshir — Curved Middle Eastern/Persian cavalry sword. Register: ancient. This song is sung BY this weapon, in first person, about the one thing IT was afraid of. Find the fear that is true of this specific object, not a generic one.
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Lyrics
You trace my shape against the case. You call me a crescent moon. You stand in the gallery, tracing the sweep, Watching the watered dark lines in the steel. You think I am poetry, a secret to speak, You don't know the physics the radius can feel. My balance sits exactly two inches from the cross, So the wrist forgets it holds a heavy weight. When the sand is blurring by and the breath is lost, You just hold me out. You never hesitate. But I was always afraid of the straight line. I was terrified of the sudden, heavy halt. I was born to be the passing wind, a silver spine, To draw across the shoulder and let the tension drop. The broadswords of the west want to bury in the bone, But I am terrified of being caught. I am a curving thought that wants to be alone. A fifteen-degree deviation from the true. That is the secret of the draw-cut in the sun. I do not cleave a man in half, I simply pass through, Before the muscle realizes it is numb. If you thrust with me, I will fail you in the dark. I have no point to break the armor's heavy ring. I only know the sweeping, solitary arc. And I was always afraid of the straight line. I was terrified of the sudden, heavy halt. I was born to be the passing wind, a silver spine, To draw across the shoulder and let the tension drop. The broadswords of the west want to bury in the bone, But I am terrified of being caught. I am a curving thought that wants to be alone. To be planted in the dirt. To be lodged inside a shield. To lose the momentum of my birth, And be forced to hold the field. That is a prison for a creature of the slip. For a blade that is an echo of a whip. So leave me on the velvet. Let the straight swords have the mud. I am a shape made of motion. I was never meant to linger in the blood. I only wanted to pass... Through.