What I Was Afraid Of · Track 35 · middle
Maxim gun
Maxim gun — First practical fully automatic machine gun. Register: modern. This song is sung BY this weapon, in first person, about the one thing IT was afraid of. Find the fear that is true of this specific object, not a generic one.
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Lyrics
[Intro] I feed on my own violent kick. [Verse 1] A canvas ribbon of brass and lead, I pull it through, the action slick, I cycle out the empty thread. They built me to harness the backward shock, To swallow the blast and chamber the brass. I sit on my tripod, a cast-iron lock, Looking out over the flattened grass. [Chorus] But I am afraid of what I made you. Before me, a man had to choose every shot. You had to aim, you had to push through, But I took the labor of dying and bought It wholesale. Just press both your thumbs to the lever and hold. I do the math. I make the blood cold. I made the man behind me a spare part. [Verse 2] Seven point five pints of water boil Inside my brass jacket, turning to steam. The toggle joint drops, I slick on the oil, A perfect, self-feeding, industrial dream. Your hands grip my heavy wooden spades, But your mind isn't making a choice anymore. The muscle locks down as the boundary fades, You are just the meat that fastens me to the floor. [Chorus] I am afraid of what I made you. Before me, a man had to choose every shot. You had to aim, you had to push through, But I took the labor of dying and bought It wholesale. Just press both your thumbs to the lever and hold. I do the math. I make the blood cold. I made the man behind me a spare part. [Bridge] Ten times a second, the firing pin drops. I watched the cavalry charge at the wire, And I turned them to geometry before the belt stops. The sin isn't yours. It is only the fire. You just supply the continuous weight. [Outro] The water is hissing. The barrel is bright. You let go of the grips, but your hands stay curled. You look at the field, at the arithmetic of the fight. I am a flawless machine. I think I subtracted the soul from the world. Load the next belt.