What I Was Afraid Of · Track 37 · middle
Thompson submachine gun
Thompson submachine gun — (real). Register: modern. This song is sung BY this weapon, in first person, about the one thing IT was afraid of. Find the fear that is true of this specific object, not a generic one.
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Lyrics
I was drafted for the mud of the Argonne A heavy broom to sweep the wire and the trench Waiting for the orders at the dawn But the ink dried up and left me on the bench I never saw the khaki or the rain His hand locks to my walnut grip before his mind decides the target He is shaking from the bootlegger's nerves We idle by a warehouse by the market I do the math on how a bullet curves Fifty rounds in the drum, spinning blind This isn't duty. It's just accounting. I was afraid of the velvet I was terrified of the case I was made to break an empire Now I'm hiding my face In the back of a Packard, smelling of gin I wanted a war, but you gave me a sin Ten point eight pounds unloaded, I am heavy with intent Engineered to save a soldier in the dark But my blued steel and my balance have been spent On a shadow in an alley by the park You dress me up in pinstripes and pomade I am a patriot, demoted to a trade They gave me a nickname, a machine for the office Click-clack on the pavement, spelling out greed The trigger is heavy, the muzzle climbs upward I was built for a terrible need But you made me a headline. You made me a star. And I am afraid of the velvet I am terrified of the case I was made to break an empire Now I'm hiding my face In the back of a Packard, smelling of gin I wanted a war, but you gave me a sin I don't want the camera I don't want the screen Take me out of this plush little box Let me be what I mean Just a tool in the dirt Not a character in your play