What I Was Afraid Of · Track 46 · middle
Sword of Goujian
Sword of Goujian — Famous ancient Chinese bronze sword. Register: ancient. This song is sung BY this weapon, in first person, about the one thing IT was afraid of. Find the fear that is true of this specific object, not a generic one.
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Lyrics
Millennia in a flooded box. The wood swelled shut. The water held me tight. I listened to the roots crawl overhead, Waiting for the end of the long night. They laid me deep in the Hubei mud. I thought I would sleep like the rest, Turn back to dirt and copper blood, A ruined thing, quiet and blessed. But my makers were too clever. They laced my skin with sulfur and tin, Drew black diamonds down my spine. I waited for the rot to begin. It never did. Oh, let me rust. Let me turn to green ash in the rain. What good is a perfect edge with no one left to claim? The empire blew away, the king is a ghost, And I am terrified of being the thing that lingers most. I am sharp. I am awake. And I cannot break. In 1965 the ceiling cracked open. Not hands of war, but hands of white cotton. They pulled me from the tight wood bed, Gasped at a mirror they thought was dead. They measured my sorrow in the sudden day: Fifty-five point six centimeters that refused to decay. No nicks on my collar. No dust on my guard. I survived the silence a little too hard. Oh, let me rust. Let me turn to green ash in the rain. What good is a perfect edge with no one left to claim? The empire blew away, the king is a ghost, And I am terrified of being the thing that lingers most. I am sharp. I am awake. And I cannot break. A hand used to close around my hilt Before a mind even knew the threat. Now they stare through heavy glass. They study the shape of an ancient regret. A blade that outlives its enemy by two millennia Just has a lot of time to think. I could still cut twenty sheets of paper. I am just as I was made. But I am a ghost in a metal skin, Waiting for the air to win. Please, let me fade.