What I Was Afraid Of · Track 55 · middle
Thunderbolt of Zeus
Thunderbolt of Zeus — . Register: myth. This song is sung BY this weapon, in first person, about the one thing IT was afraid of. Find the fear that is true of this specific object, not a generic one.
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Lyrics
They hammered me down in a cavern of ash, three brothers with one eye apiece. I was not a mere storm, I was not a blind flash, I was order, and terror, and peace. I had physical weight, I had edges of brass, a grip exactly two palms wide. When he lifted his arm, the stratosphere twitched, the clouds moving in with his mind. I am the light that shatters the stone, the smell of scorched air in the rain. I was forged to be anger, a king on a throne, but my fear is a much older pain: What if the heavens forget how to care? What if the throne is just empty and cold? I am terrified of the unthinking air, of being a story that nobody told. Just weather. Just friction. Just a spark in the fold. They paint me as yellow and jagged on clay, a prop for a god in a wreath. But I was blinding and blue, I was brighter than day, turning sand into glass underneath. I brought down the Titans, I answered the pride, I struck with a deliberate hand. Every time I was thrown, I was aimed, I was guided, a consequence they could understand. I am the light that shatters the stone, the smell of scorched air in the rain. I was forged to be anger, a king on a throne, but my fear is a much older pain: What if the heavens forget how to care? What if the throne is just empty and cold? I am terrified of the unthinking air, of being a story that nobody told. Just weather. Just friction. Just a spark in the fold. If the pressure just drops and the ions align, if I fall without judgment or grace, then I am not a weapon, and I'm not divine. I am heat in a desolate place. The tragedy isn't the ruin I bring. It's striking the earth when it doesn't mean a thing. No hand on the grip. No pulse in the sky. I shatter a mountain, and nobody knows why. Just a sudden bright line. And the thunder rolling behind.