What I Was Afraid Of · Track 85 · middle
Cannon
Cannon — Early gunpowder artillery. Register: gunpowder. This song is sung BY this weapon, in first person, about the one thing IT was afraid of. Find the fear that is true of this specific object, not a generic one.
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Lyrics
Keep the rain off the touchhole. Keep the match dry. They dragged me through November mud Three tons of dead, imported bronze Twelve horses sinking in the ruts To park me on these trampled lawns They feed me cloth and charcoal meal They stroke my flanks to clear the ash The rammer sliding down the steel Waiting for the sudden flash But I am terrified of the pressure I am afraid of the wake Of the sulfur that expands in the dark And the promise I cannot guarantee I won't break I remember the heat of the foundry floor I remember the cooling of the shell And the tiny pocket of air in my left trunnion While I am asked to hold back hell The boy who holds the linstock stands too close His hand reaches to prime me before his mind decides He operates on muscle and a heavy dose Of faith in the dark bronze of my sides I batter down the monuments of kings I turn the century to rust But every time the slow match stings I feel the microscopic fracture in my crust 'Cause I am terrified of the pressure I am afraid of the wake Of the chemistry that expands in the dark And the promise I cannot guarantee I won't break I remember the heat of the foundry floor I remember the cooling of the shell And the tiny pocket of air in my left trunnion While I am asked to hold back hell They think I am a dragon on a wheel They pat my smoking barrel, they love the noise I make But I am just a vessel of captured fire And I know exactly how much I can take Before the metal gets tired. Oh, the metal gets so tired. So sponge me out and pack the bore. But step away from the wheel. I don't want to take you with me When the casting fails.