What I Was Afraid Of · Track 99 · middle
The Subtle Knife
The Subtle Knife — *His Dark Materials*. Register: fiction. This song is sung BY this weapon, in first person, about the one thing IT was afraid of. Find the fear that is true of this specific object, not a generic one.
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Lyrics
One edge for the iron, one edge for the dark, I can find the seam in the empty air. You lost two fingers just to leave a mark, To hold my heavy handle against the glare. I sleep inside a sheath of stiffened hide, Waiting for the pressure of your palm. But I feel the human shudder deep inside, The ripple in your artificial calm. I do not fear the armor, I do not fear the void. I slice the woven heavens like a breath. What terrifies the knife is just the boy Who lets a second guess invite the death. Hold me without memory, hold me without grief, I am only as flawless as your will. If your focus shatters, I am a broken leaf. Keep your mind perfectly still. Push the tip forward. Feel for the catch. A resonance humming just a micron wide. Slide me through the curtain, lifting up the latch, But I feel your sudden panic start to rise. Your hand has mapped my balance, we share a nervous system, The cortex and the carbon tightly bound. But you are thinking of the girl, and how you missed her, And my edge is catching on the sound. I can open up a window to another painted realm, I can kill the oldest tyrant in the light. But I cannot survive a wielder overwhelmed, A sudden drop in pressure mid-flight. I am made of absolute intention. You are made of flesh and apprehension. I do not fear the armor, I do not fear the void. I slice the woven heavens like a breath. What terrifies the knife is just the boy Who lets a second guess invite the death. Hold me without memory, hold me without grief, I am only as flawless as your will. If your focus shatters, I am a broken leaf. Keep your mind perfectly still. You are looking at her face. Your grip is going soft. I feel the microscopic drag. I feel the doubt. Don't pity the fabric. Don't let the mercy out. Don't think of...