Tete a Sisukiro · Track 87 · middle
Le Regard
hawthorne effect — altering the self simply because the audience is watching
Lyrics
Cicero, Illinois. Nineteen twenty-seven. They said it was about the light. How much light a working girl needs. Mary Cikora, your hands are a blur. So fast on the telephone relays. Copper wire, fine as hair. They moved you to the special room in April. You and Theresa and four other girls. Away from the main floor's thunder. And the men in coats, they watch from the corner. They write in their little books when they change the wattage on a bulb. And they ask you, "Mary, how does that feel now?" And you just nod. It feels the same. It's just a light bulb. But it was never about the light. It was the looking. Le Regard. The weight of a pair of eyes turning you from a number into a name. The quiet hum of being seen. And six lonely girls became a "we". And the work, the work just... bloomed. They gave you shorter days. They gave you longer breaks. A free lunch on a clean plate. And they asked for your opinion. Your opinion. Imagine that. And Theresa Zajac, she looks up from her bench and gives you that small, secret smile. The one that says, "We know, don't we?" The relays click faster under your fingers. Not for the pay, not for the rest. But for the story you are all writing together. For the men in the coats. Because it was never about the light. It was the looking. Le Regard. The weight of a pair of eyes turning you from a number into a name. The quiet hum of being seen. And six lonely girls became a "we". And the work, the work just... bloomed. And that room, it never closed. It just got bigger. It’s the camera on the corner of State Street. It’s the mirror before you walk out the door. It’s the silent audience scrolling in the dark. We are all still in Cicero. Hands moving, assembling something. Hoping someone is watching. Hoping the light is just right. Elton Mayo wrote it down. "A team gave itself wholeheartedly." But what happens, Mary? What happens when they finally turn away? When the looking stops?