Tete a Sisukiro · Track 19 · middle
Sonder
sonder — every stranger is an opera you'll never enter
Lyrics
[Intro] (café sounds — layered, dense, many conversations overlapping like radio stations bleeding through each other) (piano enters slowly, picking one conversation out of the noise) [Verse 1 — Sisukiro] The woman at the next table Folded her napkin into a crane And the crane had the precision Of someone who learned it From a person she no longer speaks to But whose hands Still live inside her hands Every time she folds And I realized — just then — That she has a three a.m. That she has a version of Tuesday That weighs differently than mine That the café she is sitting in Is not the café I am sitting in Even though the marble Is the same marble [Pre-Chorus — Both] (strings enter, the two voices meeting in wonder) And the word for this Is a word someone invented Because the feeling Didn't have a chair yet And the feeling needed Somewhere to sit [Chorus — Both] (building — warm, expansive, the café multiplying) Sonder, sonder Every stranger is an opera Playing to a sold-out house That you will never enter Sonder, sonder The man with the umbrella Has a grief the size of a kitchen And a joy the size of a stamp And both of them are real And both of them Are happening Right now At the next table In a language You almost recognise [Verse 2 — Orikusis] (her voice — low, accented, intimate) Tôi nhìn người đàn ông đọc báo I watch the man with the newspaper Ông ấy chưa lật trang — he hasn't turned the page Because the page he's reading Is not the page you see The page he's reading Is a corridor in 1987 Where his daughter took her first step And the corridor Has the specific colour Of a bulb burning too warm In a rented flat That was the happiest place He has ever failed to afford [Chorus — Both] Sonder, sonder Every stranger is an opera Playing to a sold-out house That you will never enter Sonder, sonder The man with the umbrella Has a grief the size of a kitchen And a joy the size of a stamp And both of them are real [Bridge — Both, close harmony] (stripped to two voices and piano, the quietest revelation) Chị ơi — sister How many operas Are playing in this café right now? Fourteen tables Fourteen sold-out houses Fourteen three a.m.s Fourteen versions of the marble That is one marble And the one marble Holds all of them Without knowing Any of them And the not-knowing Is not a failure The not-knowing Is the mercy That lets you drink your coffee Without drowning In the weight Of everyone else's Tuesday [Outro — Both] (café sounds return — but now each overlapping conversation sounds like a different opera, briefly, before dissolving back into noise) Sonder (both, softly, looking around) Fourteen operas One café One marble (accordion plays a phrase that sounds like it borrowed from someone else's song — then returns to its own) (the conversations continue — the listener will never know what any of them are about) (and that is the sonder)