Tete a Sisukiro · Track 44 · middle
Goûter
gustatory memory — Proust's madeleine meets grandmother's chè
Lyrics
[Intro] (the sound of a plate being set down — porcelain, gentle) (celeste — a melody sweet enough to taste) (accordion enters in a lazy afternoon waltz) [Verse 1 — Sisukiro] (voice and piano, light, smiling) The French have a meal that isn't a meal It happens at four when the afternoon Has the posture of someone Who has decided to stay But would like a small bribe Goûter — to taste — but also the tasting itself The madeleine on the plate is a key And the key doesn't know which door it fits Until the tongue tells the insula And the insula tells the hippocampus And the hippocampus opens a room That has been locked since your knees Were the most interesting part of you [Verse 2 — Orikusis] (her voice — warm, the village accent present, close) Tôi nhớ bốn giờ chiều ở Việt Nam I remember four o'clock in Vietnam Bà ngoại cho tôi chè — my grandmother gave me chè Sweet soup with tapioca and coconut And the coconut had the patience Of a woman who has been asked To explain something obvious To someone she loves And here in Paris at the same hour My sister orders a madeleine And I order a chè And the waiter doesn't blink Because Paris at four o'clock Has learned to hold both [Pre-Chorus — Both] (both voices meeting over the celeste, gentle) The gustatory cortex is a doorway Not a room You taste the sugar And the sugar is a hallway And the hallway is 1987 And 1987 smells like a kitchen Where someone is making something For no reason Except the clock said four [Chorus — Both] (building — sweet, warm, the lightest fullest sound) Goûter, goûter The four o'clock treaty between the body and the day Goûter, goûter The tongue that opens the door that time put away She tastes the madeleine — I taste the chè And both of them lead To a kitchen with a woman Whose hands are the first thing we remember And the last thing we'll forget And the remembering Tastes like four o'clock And four o'clock Tastes like being held [Bridge — Both, intimate] (stripped to just voices and accordion, sharing, passing the plate) (Sisukiro:) Taste this (Orikusis:) Nếm thử đi — try it (Sisukiro:) It tastes like — (Orikusis:) Giống như — (Both, together:) Home (pause — just the accordion breathing) (Sisukiro:) But which home? (Orikusis:) Both (gentle laugh between them) Tôi nghĩ goûter không phải là bữa ăn I think goûter is not a meal It's a negotiation Between the body that wants sugar And the mind that wants to time-travel And both of them get what they want At the small cost Of a madeleine Or a chè Or whatever your grandmother Put on the table at four o'clock When the afternoon needed A reason to continue And the reason Was always sweet And always small And always enough [Outro — Both] (the waltz returns, the sweetest, simplest close) Goûter, goûter (softly, sharing the last bite) Four o'clock The grandmother's hands The sugar The door (celeste plays the opening melody one more time — a sweet tooth's lullaby) (the sound of a plate being cleared — porcelain lifted gently) (the afternoon continues, sweeter now)