Tete a Sisukiro · Track 68 · middle
Tête à Tête
the conversation itself — the album's title track
Lyrics
[Intro] (a café door opening — the same sound from Song 1, but now it sounds like coming home) (piano — simple, warm, the same repeating note from Réveil but slower, gentler) (strings enter like curtains being opened to morning light) [Verse 1] The café is the same café The marble is the same marble The cup sits in the same crescent Where a thousand cups have been But the woman sitting at the table Has the posture of someone Who has just finished reading A very long letter addressed to her own skin Sixty-seven songs ago I walked in With a cortisol sunrise and a hypothesis And now the hypothesis has the texture Of a tablecloth that's been washed so many times it's mostly forgiveness [Pre-Chorus] (accordion enters — the same accordion from Song 1, recognized, beloved) And the barista brings me coffee Without asking what I'd like Because she's been here the whole time And so have I And so have you [Chorus] (building — full strings, piano, accordion, timpani heartbeat, warm and certain) Tête à tête, tête à tête A conversation at a tiny table Tête à tête, tête à tête Two faces and they're both the same The mirror neuron fires and the face it finds Is the one it's been wearing since the start You came here for the music You stayed for the conversation with your heart [Verse 2] (just voice and piano, the simplest arrangement, confessional) I used to think the tête-à-tête Was between the singer and the room Between the nervous system and its owner Between the bread and the perfume But it was always you and you The left hemisphere explaining to the right The amygdala negotiating with the cortex About whether this particular darkness Constitutes a night Or a dawn — and I think we've landed On the side of dawn The way you land on a conclusion That has the weight of a croissant And the wingspan of a swan [Pre-Chorus] (strings swell, the full warmth of the album collecting itself) And the barista smiles The way someone smiles When they've watched a stranger Slowly become a regular Over the course of a single day That lasted sixty-eight songs [Chorus] (full, warm, the album's gentlest anthem) Tête à tête, tête à tête A conversation at a tiny table Tête à tête, tête à tête Two faces and they're both the same The mirror neuron fires and the face it finds Is the one it's been wearing since the start You came here for the music You stayed for the conversation with your heart [Bridge] (everything reduces to just voice — no instruments at all for four lines) I don't have a metaphor for this part I don't have a syndrome or a pathway or a lobe I just have a café And a morning And the sound of someone Putting on their coat (long pause) (piano returns — single notes, like footsteps) The coat has the weight of a day fully lived The pockets contain a notebook and a crumb And a word in Vietnamese that means dear one And a word in French that means the same but from the tongue And a word that has no language That means: I was here And I listened And the listening changed the shape Of everything I'm taking when I leave (strings enter — building to the album's warmest, most resolved sound) And the shape is not a circle And the shape is not a line The shape is whatever happens When sixty-eight conversations Sit down at the same table At the same time (full orchestra — every instrument, warm, major, resolved) And the table holds [Outro] (the full orchestra sustains — then gently, gently begins to thin) Tête à tête, tête à tête (softly, smiling, almost laughing) You and you At a tiny table In a language made of bread And gold And the cold street And the warm cup (piano alone — reprising the exact opening notes of Song 1, "Réveil") And the morning comes The way the morning always comes Not because it has to But because it's never been convinced That yesterday was the whole story (the accordion plays one last phrase — a direct quote from Song 1's melody) (then fades) (silence — a long, complete silence) (the listener thinks the album is over) (it isn't)