Odes to Joy

The Loves, Vol I: The Spark · Track 11 · middle

Personal Best (Competitive Love)

Competitive

Lyrics

[Intro]

[Verse 1]
Your name is a number on a stopwatch.
A ghost stride matching mine on the wet cinder track.
They talk about the weather at Iffley Road.
The wind on May sixth, nineteen fifty-four.
But all I feel is the pull of your pace, an ocean away.
John Landy, you are the metronome in my blood.
Every ragged breath I take is a letter addressed to you.

[Chorus]
You are the reason for the final lap.
The burn in my lungs that feels like hope.
You are the tape I have to break.
You are the only record that matters.
You are my personal best.

[Verse 2]
I’m a medical student running on a lunch break.
They see a man chasing a time.
Three fifty-nine.
But I’m just chasing the news reports from Australia.
Chasing the rumor that you were getting close.
You turned a four-minute wall of stone
Into a door.
And I could hear your spikes digging into the earth right behind me.

[Chorus]
You are the reason for the final lap.
The burn in my lungs that feels like hope.
You are the tape I have to break.
You are the only record that matters.
You are my personal best.

[Bridge]
It’s not a race against you, is it?
It’s a race *with* you.
Toward the same invisible thing.
A shared ambition that makes the body electric.
Without your shadow, I'm just running in place.
Without the threat of your greatness, my own is just a quiet thought.
This isn’t about winning.
It’s about becoming worthy of the contest.

[Outro]
The crowd makes a sound I can’t describe.
The time is announced.
And the first thing I feel…
is relief.
Not because I won.
But because now…
it’s your turn.
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