The Loves, Vol I: The Spark · Track 24 · middle
Sensual
Sensual love: body-first attention, the textural intimacy of skin, breath, weight, a love that lives in the senses before it reaches the head.
Lyrics
[Verse 1 — Sisukiro's vocabulary] There is a frequency below speaking Where the body conducts Its own conversation Without consulting the person Who lives in it My hand found the lower back Of someone At a dinner I cannot remember And the hand Had not been sent The hand went on its own With its own passport And its own agenda And when it arrived It already knew The exact pressure The exact latitude The exact amount of stay Before the stay Became a statement And the hand Stayed one second Past the statement And the second Was the vocabulary My mouth Has never been fluent in The somatosensory cortex Mapped this person Before my prefrontal cortex Had finished reading the menu The body's peer review Is faster And does not require citations [Verse 2 — Orikusis's vocabulary] I don't know the name For what the room does When someone stands close enough To change the weather But not close enough To be accused of standing close There is a distance That is not a distance It is a negotiation Conducted entirely by heat And I have been in that negotiation At a kitchen counter Where the reaching for the same glass Was not about the glass And the not-about-the-glass Lasted four seconds And four seconds At that distance Is a conversation Longer than most people have With their words In a year Bà ngoại would say The body is honest When the mouth is still deciding And she would be right Because the mouth Is a politician And the body Is the electorate And the electorate Has already voted [Pre-Chorus] The lean Before the thought The lean is the thought The body thought it first And the mind Is reading the minutes Of a meeting That already happened [Chorus] L'amour des sens, l'amour des sens The love that speaks below the frequency of names L'amour des sens, l'amour des sens The hand that was not sent The distance that is not a distance The four seconds at the kitchen counter That said more than dinner The lean before the thought The body's conversation Running underneath the one We're pretending to have About the wine About the weather About anything That is not The temperature between Your arm And mine Which has changed And we both know it has changed And the knowing Is the sensual And the sensual Is the oldest language And we are fluent In everything Except admitting We are fluent [Bridge] Every culture has a word For the space between two bodies When the space becomes electric The Japanese call it ma The space that is full By being empty The Brazilians move through it Like it doesn't exist The French Invented a cuisine around it Plating the food With the gaps As important As the portions And I am standing In the ma In the gap on the plate In the four seconds At the counter And the standing Is not nothing The standing Is the most articulate thing I have done today [Outro] The frequency below speaking Is not silent It is the loudest conversation In the room And everyone hears it Except the two people Having it Who hear it most of all And say nothing And the nothing Is the love And the love Is in the body And the body Has never once Needed permission To know