The Loves, Vol II: The Strange Middle · Track 14 · middle
Parental
Parental love: the standard parental devotion, the half-asleep-listening-for-cough kind, the love that re-orders all priorities.
Lyrics
[Verse 1] She never stood in the doorway and watched She stood in the hallway and listened There's a difference and I learned it late The door was open but the looking was missing She could tell which room I was in By the kind of quiet I was making Reading-quiet is not the same As crying-quiet and she never came in wrong [Chorus] Love was in the next room Always in the next room Close enough to hear me but too proud to check She was in the next room Busy in the next room Doing something important that was mostly just being near [Verse 2] She ironed on Wednesdays for nobody The house already had enough clean shirts But the iron made a sound like a sentence Starting over every time it turned I'd fall asleep to that rhythm The way some kids fall asleep to rain She pressed the collars and I closed my eyes And neither of us had to explain [Chorus] Love was in the next room Always in the next room Close enough to hear me but too proud to check She was in the next room Busy in the next room Doing something important that was mostly just being near [Bridge] I didn't know it was a skill To be that close and that invisible To fill a house without filling up the room To warm the wall from the other side [Outro] She's still ironing somewhere I hear it when the house gets very still That sound of something getting pressed flat So somebody else can look sharper than they are