The Loves, Vol III: The Wound · Track 9 · middle
A Different Man Wore His Cologne to Work (Old Flame)
Old Flame
Lyrics
[Intro] Just another Tuesday. Three-oh-seven P.M. The server room hums its one long note. Someone's microwaving popcorn down the hall. [Verse 1] I was staring at a spreadsheet, column G, I think. Thinking about the budget for the third quarter. And a man from accounting walked past my desk. I don't know his name. Mark, maybe. Or David. He was just a shape in a grey suit. But he left something behind in the recycled air. Sandalwood. And something sharp, like gin. And the numbers on my screen blurred into rain. [Chorus] It wasn't you. Of course, it wasn't you. But for a second, the whole building tilted on its axis. The immense edifice of memory, built on one impalpable drop. A different man wore your cologne to work today. And suddenly, it's 2009 again. [Verse 2] I remember that scent on your blue wool coat. The one you left at my place for a year after you were gone. I remember it on the collar of your shirt, the night we fought on Elm Street. You said I was asking for the impossible. I said you were giving nothing at all. The truth was probably somewhere in between, wasn't it? The scent was the only thing that didn't take a side. It just was. [Chorus] It wasn't you. I know it wasn't you. But for a second, the fluorescent light felt like the moon over the lake. The immense edifice of memory, crashing through the firewall of the years. A different man wore your cologne to work today. And he has no idea what he's done. [Bridge] They say the nose is a direct line to the past. No thalamus to filter it, no logic to get in the way. Just a ghost in the limbic system. You are a ghost. You are a chemical signature in a hallway I walk down every day. And this man, this Mark or David, is just the messenger. A poor, unwitting medium for a conversation I thought was over. [Outro] He's gone now. Down the hall, to the breakroom probably. The scent is fading. Mixing with the coffee and the printer toner. The numbers in column G are sharp again. The budget is still due Friday. It's just another Tuesday. Almost.