Odes to Vices · Track 17 · middle
Mr. Performative-Listener
The eye contact that's planning the rebuttal. The "uh-huh" with a closed throat. Listening's mannequin.
Lyrics
[Intro] There you are again. The perfect student of my sentences. Leaning in. [Verse 1] Monday. 9:17 AM. The table is a long, dark mirror. I'm talking numbers, projections, the year ahead. And you... you are a statue of attention. Your pen is moving, but not with my words. You're perfecting your signature again, aren't you? [Chorus] Your eyes are locked on mine, a perfect lock. But the room behind them is empty. And you say 'uh-huh', with that little lift at the end. A sound with a closed throat. You're not here. You're just... waiting. A listening mannequin, nodding in the draft. [Verse 2] Friday. The ice is clinking in your glass. I'm telling you about my father, how the week was hard. And you nod. A slow, considered motion. But I see it. Your gaze slips. Past my shoulder. To a better story. A louder laugh across the room. Your grip on the glass just a little too tight. [Chorus] Your eyes are locked on mine, a perfect lock. But the room behind them is empty. And you say 'uh-huh', with that little lift at the end. A sound with a closed throat. You're not here. You're just... waiting. A listening mannequin, nodding in the draft. [Bridge] What are you building in there? Behind the nod, behind the steady gaze? The perfect rebuttal? The witty turn of phrase? You're not listening to me. You're listening to *you*. Rehearsing the sentence that will prove you right. The one you've been composing this whole time. [Outro] The conversation ends. You smile. A perfect smile. And you say the line you wrote. And I just... let it land. In the quiet room. Where I was talking to myself. Uh-huh.